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I Choose To Live

***NOTE: This wiki is not against suicide, it just supports life.


"Even if you plan to kill yourself tomorrow, you still choose to live today."



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This is a wiki for all who choose to live. You don't have to be anti-death, or against anything that has to do with it(i.e. cutting, morbid crap, talk of death, even anticipating it). You just have to choose to live.
There are no obligations. Maybe you'll change your mind later. But, right now, life is worth living. And you're here for it.

So, if you're here right now at this moment, like you obviously are, you choose to live. If you didn't, you wouldn't be reading this right now, now would you?

You already know the rules, and probably can assume any others I haven't put up, so I won't bother.


Here are the Members:

(*Whispers* The word "members" is a link.)




***made by: [Incontinence Happens]




A PERFECT CIRCLE
"Gravity"


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live


I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live


Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom


Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live





This's a page for all who engage in self-harm in various forms:
http://www.recoveryourlife.com





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2005-01-15 [Lethargic Panda]: *convulses*

2005-01-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* *covers him with a blanket and hope no one sees* ^^;;;

2005-01-15 [Lethargic Panda]: Your hugs are like...diseased bunnies who are partially decayed. o.o

2005-01-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: You're a cruel jackass who wants to suck his own dick, but can't manage it! *sniffles, hurt*

2005-01-15 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o Erm...I know you are, but what am I?  *so won*

2005-01-15 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: From what I see, moonlit won!

2005-01-16 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Well, you don't count as a person. :)

2005-01-16 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: I do too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-01-16 [Lethargic Panda]: Nope, nope. o.o

2005-01-16 [Ficken Du]: hi

2005-01-16 [Lethargic Panda]: That is one of the most annoying messages that can be sent. -.-

2005-01-17 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Well maybe your really not a person so to you I dont count, because Im not what you are.

2005-01-17 [Moonlit Serenade]: I won!! Hello!

2005-01-17 [Lethargic Panda]: Or maybe you don't count as a person.

2005-01-17 [Moonlit Serenade]: Or maybe /you/ don't!

2005-01-17 [Lethargic Panda]: Well, that's just silly. o.o *poke*

2005-01-18 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Well maybe your really not a person so to you I dont count, because Im not what you are.

2005-01-18 [Ficken Du]: sorry about not replying I got kicked off..

2005-01-18 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Yea, elftown was being freaky.

2005-01-18 [Ficken Du]: yeah kinda sucked so was vampirefreaks at the same time..weired

2005-01-18 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: uhhhhhh yea

2005-01-18 [Ficken Du]: im Barb by the way...*waves*

2005-01-18 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Hi, Katies the name

2005-01-18 [Ficken Du]: Well its nice to met you..How are you doing today?

2005-01-19 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Im doing splendid...Just trying to pass the time.

2005-01-19 [Ficken Du]: thats good to hear..

2005-01-19 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: How about you?

2005-01-19 [Ficken Du]: ahh Im doing pretty good today..nothing bad has happend thanx

2005-01-19 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: lol, well thats good! Yea Im just trying to figure out what time im leaving school, Im in the computer lab.

2005-01-19 [Ficken Du]: ohh thats kool im just sitting here talkin to my g/f being all hyper trying to make some new friends..

2005-01-19 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Well thats good, Im just wasting time on elftown lol.

2005-01-19 [Lethargic Panda]: How zany.

2005-01-19 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: yup

2005-01-21 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh... you get elftown at school??? I know the person who got it banned from my school district, and that depresses me... no more elftown at school, now... *sighs* Lucky person....

2005-01-21 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Well I wasnt at school, but yea sometimes I do go to elftown at school...I dont think any one cares.....Why should you get banned from that?? Majorly LAME!

2005-01-21 [Lethargic Panda]: Schools don't like you using their computers for things that aren't curricular. They use a program called Bess to block game sites, message boards, free sites, online communities, pornographic sites (though it considers a lot of non-porn as porn), generally profane or 'inappropriate' sites, and loophole sites that let you get onto other proxies to bypass Bess altogether. There still are many, many ways to get around it, but the general school populus does not seem to realize. Oh well.

2005-01-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: What he said...

2005-01-22 [Lethargic Panda]: *is edumucated*

2005-01-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* Yes, yes you are edumucated....

2005-01-22 [Lethargic Panda]: *eats your face*

2005-01-22 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: *eat your balls*

2005-01-23 [Lethargic Panda]: *hides behind pearl* Each day you seem more like a pedophile.

2005-01-23 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: HAHA you know my secret

2005-01-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Playing it off like a joke doesn't lessen my belief.

2005-01-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: *hides a laugh* Hee... Well... Hmm....

2005-01-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Sigh.

2005-01-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: Nani...? (What?)

2005-01-23 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: I mean...you dont know anything...shhh

2005-01-24 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh, yes, of course... *is shhhed* Hee....

2005-01-24 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Good, now if you all stay quite, no one will get hurt.

2005-01-24 [Moonlit Serenade]: Have I been threatened???

2005-01-24 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: uhh ok what do you want us to do?

2005-01-24 [Achrador]: Go to school and type in the actual url into the address bar. It should only search the url addess for the blocked words and let you into et.

2005-01-25 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Well i can get into it at school they old fashion way.

2005-01-25 [Achrador]: I know but some can not.

2005-01-26 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: ok

2005-01-26 [Lethargic Panda]: Those of us that cannot already have our own ways.

2005-01-26 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: yup

2005-01-26 [Moonlit Serenade]: psh.... I can't figure it out.... I've tried to url thing... doesn't work.... I've also tried shortcuts or links... nope.... *shrugs* I'm not a computer genius....

2005-01-27 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: lol neither am I, thats why im glad that I can just go to my favorites and its there

2005-01-27 [Moonlit Serenade]: *nods* Hmm.... Yup.

2005-01-27 [Lethargic Panda]: *is a genius*

2005-01-27 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: right

2005-01-28 [Moonlit Serenade]: *giggles* Oh, Lethargic.... You're funny... *petpet*

2005-01-28 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: yesyes

2005-01-29 [Moonlit Serenade]: *pets Charmed and looks thoughtful* If cheese is mold, as mold is bad for you, then why do people eat it? And if it's so bad for you, why doesn't cheese make you sick???

2005-01-29 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: That is a good question, but I like cheese so I dont want to know lol

2005-02-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* And what about vaccum cleaners??

2005-02-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* And what about vaccum cleaners??

2005-02-01 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: who knows?

2005-02-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: Exactly.

2005-02-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Le sigh.

2005-02-04 [Moonlit Serenade]: Le sigh??? Nani???

2005-02-05 [Lethargic Panda]: o.O

2005-02-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: What do you mean by 'Le sigh'??? *blinks*

2005-02-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Nevermind. x.x

2005-02-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: Okay!! How are you Lethargic???

2005-02-05 [Lethargic Panda]: I'm alright...bought an album...am still the greatest being ever...yeah.

2005-02-07 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: lol of course

2005-02-08 [vampiredemon]: sorry if im not on alot i am curently in europe :/

2005-02-08 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Well that sounds like fun!!

2005-02-09 [Lethargic Panda]: I still don't think she's talked here previously.

2005-02-09 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: o

2005-02-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Wow.

2005-02-09 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: i know

2005-02-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Do you?

2005-02-10 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Do I talk here? Well it looks like I do doesnt it?

2005-02-10 [Lethargic Panda]: I was asking if you knew why I said 'wow,' you mindless fool.

2005-02-10 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Ok then, why do you say wow?

2005-02-11 [Lethargic Panda]: You're like talking to a tree.

2005-02-11 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: I know, but im a pretty tree.

2005-02-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Eh, are you?

2005-02-11 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: yes I am!!

2005-02-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Nah.

2005-02-12 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Im a beautiful tree!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-02-12 [Lethargic Panda]: Nope, nope, nope.

2005-02-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: I'm a spiffy tree... With a flower.

2005-02-12 [Lethargic Panda]: A tree is not a good thing to be.

2005-02-12 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Sure it is, you live forever!

2005-02-12 [Lethargic Panda]: You see that as a good thing?

2005-02-12 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: yup

2005-02-13 [Lethargic Panda]: Stupid tree.

2005-02-13 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Spunky tree!!

2005-02-13 [Lethargic Panda]: Stupid tree.

2005-02-13 [Moonlit Serenade]: *thinks* Skunky tree... *nods* Chaa...

2005-02-13 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o

2005-02-13 [Moonlit Serenade]: What?? You know... when a skunk sprays a tree... Skunky tree.... *blinks* Cha?

2005-02-13 [Lethargic Panda]: So you've been sprayed?

2005-02-13 [Moonlit Serenade]: No... But my sister has.... *shrugs* I was just adding to the list of trees... *nods*

2005-02-13 [Lethargic Panda]: She's claiming to be different trees, and I'm calling her a stupid tree, actually.

2005-02-13 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* Okie-dokie! ^-^ *dances off in a field somewhere, picking flowers as she goes* *skips back and puts flowers in Lethargic's hair* Gwee!!

2005-02-13 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Im a Happy Spunky Tree WEEE!!

2005-02-13 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks slowly* Fweep!!! *cuts the tree down and makes a house out of her* Heee.... *has been picking up Lethargic's terrible mean-ness*

2005-02-13 [Lethargic Panda]: *claps for Pearl* *is proud* Stupid horse.

2005-02-14 [Ryvre]: hey!!!be nice to the talking tree!!!!

2005-02-14 [Lethargic Panda]: It's no longer a tree. -.-

2005-02-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* *thinks* Hmmmm...... It's meh birthday! And happy Valentine's day, all you silly monkies.... *pets the once-was tree*

2005-02-15 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: hurray *likes being pet*

2005-02-16 [Moonlit Serenade]: *dances from foot to foot* Gweep! ^-^ *continues to pet Charmed*

2005-02-16 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: awww, yay

2005-02-17 [Lethargic Panda]: *cuts whatever is remaining of the tree in half* *sets fire to it* *salts the land* :D

2005-02-17 [Moonlit Serenade]: O.o... You distructive little puppy..... *murders Lethargic*

2005-02-17 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Well Im still here, you cant get rid of me!

2005-02-17 [Moonlit Serenade]: OMG! Its a tree ghost....

2005-02-17 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Yes, I told you I was a special tree!

2005-02-17 [Lethargic Panda]: ...a stupid tree.

2005-02-18 [Moonlit Serenade]: Lethargic, didn't anyone tell you that if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all????

2005-02-18 [Lethargic Panda]: ...*threatens to call you stupid*

2005-02-18 [Ryvre]: jackass

2005-02-18 [Moonlit Serenade]: Hey! Don't call the socially challanged man a jackass...!

2005-02-18 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Well I think I am a special tree!!!!!!!

2005-02-18 [Ryvre]: ok....i'm sorry.

2005-02-18 [Lethargic Panda]: Heh, I got called a jackass by a thirteen year old girl (that's the equivalent of a lobster), and it's not even a new low. *feels awesome*

2005-02-19 [Ryvre]: i'm not a lobster!!!!! and i'll be 14 in a month you bastard. (i guess i'll apologize for that to but i don't want to)

2005-02-19 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: I like being a smart ass

2005-02-19 [Panda-monium]: hehe

2005-02-19 [Ryvre]: me too

2005-02-19 [Lethargic Panda]: I said you were the equivalent of a lobster. You're not as cool as lobsters.

2005-02-19 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: lobsters are so pathetic

2005-02-19 [Lethargic Panda]: Even the tree thinks you're pathetic. ^.^

2005-02-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *laughs* *likes xylona*

2005-02-20 [Lethargic Panda]: ...why? o.O

2005-02-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: 'cause she has spunk!

2005-02-20 [Lethargic Panda]: I think you're confusing spunk with stupidity.

2005-02-20 [Ryvre]: thats like the pot calling the kettle black

2005-02-20 [Lethargic Panda]: Because you and I are the same? x.x

2005-02-20 [Ryvre]: no, because you're calling me stupid when you're really the stupid one. *turns her back on him*

2005-02-20 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: you go girl!

2005-02-20 [Lethargic Panda]: You misused the saying, you annoying little girl. While it would imply that I was stupid, it would be implying that I was as stupid as you. While that is quite the insult for me, I'm relatively sure you're not yet at the point of self sacrifice in an attempt to insult me.                           And tree, please don't try to revive that saying.

2005-02-20 [Panda-monium]: May I ask something? Is lethargic Panda, slightly redundant? :P:P

2005-02-20 [Lethargic Panda]: You just have to really spell things out for 14 year olds. >.>

2005-02-20 [Panda-monium]: lmao! I see

2005-02-20 [Lethargic Panda]: Yessm. *tips hat* Now lets insult different ethnicity's! ^.^

2005-02-20 [Panda-monium]: WHAT!

2005-02-20 [Lethargic Panda]: *pokes your reaction*

2005-02-20 [Panda-monium]: Lets not...

2005-02-20 [Lethargic Panda]: Some people don't catch things. x.x

2005-02-20 [Panda-monium]: lmao, so you want to make it extra clear you are lazy?

2005-02-20 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o What?

2005-02-21 [Panda-monium]: lol, never mind. I am very tired...

2005-02-21 [Lethargic Panda]: ...You hide it well.

2005-02-21 [Panda-monium]: lmao, oh yeah...

2005-02-21 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Maybe you should sleep?

2005-02-21 [Panda-monium]: Can't. I have a project that was due last friday that I am just starting. >.< I am getting behind

2005-02-21 [Lethargic Panda]: ...do you have monday off? o.O

2005-02-21 [Panda-monium]: no...

2005-02-21 [Lethargic Panda]: *does* *is furtherly awesome*

2005-02-21 [Panda-monium]: yay fer ye

2005-02-21 [Lethargic Panda]: Damn straight. :D

2005-02-21 [Panda-monium]: lol.

2005-02-21 [Lethargic Panda]: Vivid response.

2005-02-21 [Panda-monium]: sorry...remember...the tired thing?

2005-02-21 [Lethargic Panda]: BAH! ...What's your project on?

2005-02-21 [Panda-monium]: Neanderthals, ancient history. My choice, actually. Just cant seem to do anything these days

2005-02-21 [Lethargic Panda]: That's...depressing.

2005-02-21 [Panda-monium]: lol, and I am...depressed. see how that works?

2005-02-21 [Lethargic Panda]: It does work. o.o Why is she depressed?

2005-02-21 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: OMD Panda is being nice and having a convo...its amazing!

2005-02-22 [Panda-monium]: I have nice convo's all the time Charmed. I am neither inarticulate nor mean. Where did suck a comment come from? :P:P

2005-02-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Panda is nice to people who don't act like naughty words...sometimes.

2005-02-22 [Panda-monium]: what the...

2005-02-22 [Panda-monium]: OH!!! Your talking about the OTHER Panda. *is so much less confused now*

2005-02-22 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* I'm teh Pandaness. You can be moni, because it sounds creepy. :D Moni!

2005-02-22 [Panda-monium]: lmao, oh alright. -_-

2005-02-22 [Lethargic Panda]: So, did Moni finish her project?

2005-02-22 [Panda-monium]: No I didnt, and I am dropping the class. So very not like me. *shrugs* I am done caring

2005-02-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Dropping the class because you didn't finish, or other reasons as well?

2005-02-22 [Panda-monium]: other reasons of well of course, but usually I just stick it through, but meh. Like I said I am just in a state of not caring

2005-02-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Apathy is the way to be. :D

2005-02-22 [Panda-monium]: Not for me. I used to care about everything and everyone. I didnt let everything affect me, but I cared. I always have cared....

2005-02-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Oh well, not caring is much more okay.

2005-02-23 [Panda-monium]: i dont think so, its a bad thing for me, I seriously dont care about anything ne more though

2005-02-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Have you tried stabbing?

2005-02-23 [Panda-monium]: excuse me?

2005-02-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Stabbing, it makes things better. o.o

2005-02-23 [Panda-monium]: stabbing, what?

2005-02-23 [Lethargic Panda]: ...anything.

2005-02-23 [Panda-monium]: lol, okie...you have some anger issues

2005-02-23 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Nuh uh. >.>      *glances at the member list* Congratulations, you're now number 167, and number 161.

2005-02-23 [Panda-monium]: damn it, I couldnt find my name on the stupid thing.

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